Sunday, January 27, 2008

Talking About The Future...

People seems so start talking about their future.
My sister is planning to get married soon. Hmm. Not that I don't like it, though, it's just something that haven't crossed my mind - it doesn't mean it's not in my future plans.

Frankly, I don't know about my future. I'm still in a mess. I can't think straight, I don't now myself, I even sometimes lost my will to live.
I still cannot see myself in a future - in a happy way. All seems blur just like a dirty mirror mirror on the wall.
I've got my prophecies - yes, I am into that kind of thing - and even my shrink gave up on me. LOL.
I dunno.
I don't even know what I want.
Maybe I need more air to breathe. Then maybe, I could picture my future...

{posted by Chibi on 9:28 PM} +

Monday, January 14, 2008

Thankyous

It's January already. New Year is always meaningful to me. it means a new beginning. And this year, I start to do alot of new things... which has changed from the past years.
many things happened in 2007, and some are good, some are depressing. LOL. But one thing for sure, it all taught me how to live.
Anyhow, as a tradition, I would like to thank all of you to share a life journey with me through the whole year.
Here is some of you that mean so much to me.

God. Thank you for keeping me alive, giving me so much and everything. I could say nothing more.

My family - Mom, sisters, brother, Dad, Eyang, Mbak Asih, my aunts, uncles.
No matter how annoying you are,no matter haw I hate you, it still cannot erase the deepest love from my heart. After all, we share the same blood :P You are my earth.

Wo, as always. For love, life, tears, laughs, heart, mind, body, soul, everything. Thank you for being a part of my life.

Mon, thank you for always be my cool best friend! >:D< Olip and VPers - Mike, Ayas, Enjol, Maria, Iwan, Robin, Cindy - I love you!

Insight-ers plus Busas-ers - Dea, Diki, Sonny, Narno, Ady, Olva, Krisna, Amin, Awank, Heye, Kirul, Ricky, Nita, Hakim, Fitrie, Andri, Dedi, dll, dll... you guys are always in my heart :)

My friends - Sassy Tia, Renov, Greta, Novik, Vera, Rinto, Akli, BEz, Tina, Nissa, Lina, Andini, Mr. Bae, Ce-Ce, Mai, dll, dll... thanks for your support and everything :)

And for those who aren't mentioned here, it doesn't mean you're not important to me. You are special to me. From giving good advices, bad advices, bitching behind my back, beautiful praises, listening to my trash, slapping my face, and kiss my heart. Thank you for giving me lessons of life.

Have a great year of 2008... God bless each and every one of you.

{posted by Chibi on 6:39 PM} +

Song:'80s-'90s songs; Matt Hires; some rocks
Obsession: Publishing my book
Reading: Horrible Histories
Movie: Clueless
Addiction: Books & Mp3
Project: Reviews and Translations