Monday, December 31, 2007

Year End's note.

It's year end suddenly.
If I might say, this 2007 seems so fast. Many things happened, and sometimes the rough roads got us learn to walk somehow.
There is nothing in 2007 that I've done and regret, but there are some things that knocked my head and hit my reality, that taught me to think and do anything else better.
I know I am a fool, but as foolish as I am, I know myself what I want and I fully aware of myself, and take fully responsibility for whatever I have done - and I would do. I will never stop learn and conscious.
I just need something to hold on to, and I hope I would never lose it.
My God, my friends, my family, my heart, and my sanity. Those are the crucial elements, and I would keep them in my way.
I haven't got the new year's resolutions as many people do, but so far all I can think about is how to be a better person, and build my own happy life. Well, my life contains my world and the universe, though ;)

Thank you for feel my presence through the whole year.
See you in 2008.

{posted by Chibi on 10:15 AM} +

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Runaway.

No one heard a single word you said.
They should have seen it in your eyes
What was going around your heart.

Ooh, she's a little runaway.
Daddy's girl learned fast
All those things he couldn't say.
Ooh, she's a little runaway.

{Runaway - Bon Jovi}

{posted by Chibi on 11:55 AM} +

Sunday, December 09, 2007

It's just...

For days - weeks - I've been trying to find words to be written down here.
But everytime I tried to speak, the words disappeared. I cannot speak, I cannot breathe, and I still cannot think straight.
It hurts too much to say, and it's just never been easy to deal with.
I am okay now, or so I guess, but I'm still trying to compose myself.
Maybe then, I can compose the right words to say here.

I love life. It's just that I don't like mine recently.
I talk to people. It's just I don't talk to someone more often lately.
I still breathe. It's just the air seems so tight around me.
I always laugh. It's just the joke is always end up on me.
I never gone. It's just I kinda lost my way.
I have heart. It's just don't belong to anyone anymore.

I live. It's just that sometimes I feel like dying.

{posted by Chibi on 6:28 PM} +

Song:'80s-'90s songs; Matt Hires; some rocks
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